Wow The ER was fun

Well these past couple months have been the worst of my life so far.
If you think this is just me being dramatic, you can bury yourself in a hole cause I haven't been able to vent for .. hell knows how long :l it's felt like years...

it started with a soccer injury. it took my parents two weeks to take me to the orthopedist- then they put on a brace that went from the top of my thigh to my ankle. I just got it off now (about two months later), but i still have physical therapy 3 times a week.

then i got cysts. i had them before but they came back. so now I'm on medication for them.
THEN my cat died. and I am not afraid to say i cried a lot, because if any family member listened, it was him. I have a ton I could say, but I'm not one of a lot of words... as I've figured out later.

Then one of my intestines just..stopped. it was getting so full that i was in agonizing pain, so we rushed to the ER. I spent a week and a half away from school 'recovering'= they had me hooked up to something so that the intestine could work..kind of.
the thing they hooked up to me was extremely painful, and i could barely walk. it was horrifying. 

In the middle of all this my two best friend decide 'oh she has an attitude bleb blah bluh' so they completely ignore me
this was the LAST thing i needed. they didn't talk to me ONCE when i was gone in the hospital, even tho i told them. I hate to say it but i think they were the very edge that was keeping me from tumbling down into depression. 

Then I had severe acid reflux, and i couldn't eat without my stomach burning and my esophagus aching. 
on top of this i got a cold about a week later, and then we went off to florida.. worst trip ever..my grandparents make fun of me and do NOT know how to talk to me (I'm a teen-theyre old- duh). 

Although all this shit was striking at me like a hammer, i stayed strong. how? i have no fucking clue. My personality is so messed up now, but I have this ball of hope that i don't think can be destroyed, and i thank God for that. 

we got a dog
it has been GReaT
his name is Aspen and he is a herding dog mix: corgi and Australian shepherd


BUT if you didn't read all that just know that i have been shredded, but i am okay. (also this is why my art has been shitty/nonexistant)

SO YEA BYE ;D